The Sales Get Me

 

Sometimes I get a bit overzealous at the grocery store. 

Sometimes I get excited about sales and buy things we really don’t need 

Because I am saving money. 

Sometimes the freezer gets too full. 

Sometimes the fridge bursts at the seams. 

Sometimes the pantry gets so disorganized that we don’t even know what’s in it. 

And then, sometimes, when we clean it out, 

I find myself praying for forgiveness for wasting so much food, 

When I know that food insecurity is so very real. 

 

…..

 

A couple of weeks ago, 

I was talking with Joe the Counselor about how busy my next couple of weeks would be. 

I was feeling overwhelmed and afraid that I would get sick, 

Which I did, 

When he said, 

“You don’t have to do the whole two weeks at once. 

It really is one day, one moment, at a time.”

 

…..

 

A few months ago,

One of my friends wrote in a group text and asked us to help settle a debate:

Do most people go to the grocery store every day or once a week? 

Another of my friends answered, 

Once a month. 

I usually go once a week, 

But, like I said, sometimes the sales get me and I will buy stuff not on the needs list but 

Because mom or dad like it, 

Or because we’ll eventually use it. 

And hence,

The stockpile of stuff. 

 

….

 

It’s tough. 

Finding a balance between living for today and being prepared for the future. 

Going to the grocery store every day doesn’t seem feasible to me, 

Then again, buying in excess doesn’t seem like a good use of money. 

Facing two weeks all at once isn’t possible,

But facing each moment as it comes doesn’t seem plausible either. 

What if I’m not prepared?

And yet. 

Jesus calls us to 

Not worry about tomorrow, 

For each day has enough trouble of its own. 

 

…

 

It’s a practice: 

Living in the moment 

While not dwelling on the past 

Or fretting about the future. 

 

It’s a practice: 

Sticking to a grocery list and 

Not getting sucked into sales.

 

It’s a practice:

This life. 

 

And practice means moving from failing to succeeding to failing again 

As we hone and improve our skills. 

 

Practice means accepting the reality that

We will never be perfect 

But always in process. 

 

…..

 

I don’t know what the future holds. 

There is much mixed emotion and a lot of uncertainty. 

Grocery prices may go down.

Grocery prices may soar and I may not be able to buy extra groceries. 

I may not be able to buy groceries at all. 

But I can’t plan for any of that. 

 

All I know is that 

I must practice living for now, 

And now is a moment for

Love and blessing and care, 

Even if it means going to the grocery store

And shopping the sales. 

 

Amen.